Maintaining optimism despite overwhelming uncertainty... that is the trick I have been trying to pull all my life. It's much easier with someone by your side. Yesterday I reached that familiar point of cold isolation that comes from lighting myself on fire. Nothing much remains of me in this point but I am so familiar of the existential feeling that I simply proceed with life and deal with the fatigue and get through it... ...Yesterday, it was different, for the first time in my life. Like a warm sea filling empty canals, I remembered there is *someone*. ![[A644B865-F572-4FAD-8904-D66F853C7FDF_4_5005_c.jpeg]]