God. What the hell else do I have? Everything else breaks. ☝🏽 > “Do you understand, sir, do you understand what it means when you have absolutely nowhere to turn?" Marmeladov’s question came suddenly into his mind. > *Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment* *** I've also been thinking about the process of creating art, how it requires an insane amount of *trust*. *Trust* in yourself, others, and the flow of time. *Trust*, even when there is no reason to. *** Today's affirmation into the ether: I wish to become a more positive person.